Mai is moving out. Or better stated, she is leaving me, and is moving out as a consequence of said decision.

I’ve been told that she wants to do her own thing, going out and living life 100% for herself, and that if we stayed together we would end up in divorce, or she would end up hating me.

This all came as quite a shock.

Needless to say, I’ve got to find a new place to live, and start a new life again.

It’s hard not to think the past 4.5 years were a waste, but they weren’t. I just never imagined a life without her. That life starts tomorrow. I don’t even know how I’ll get through today.