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Who needs a girlfriend when you have a…
October 31st, 2007 by jp received No Comments »Things are getting better.
My initial shock has subsided, and I realize that Mai is making the best decision for her, and for me. Everyday we talk about it, I learn more about the feelings she has suppressed because she was afraid to tell me. Some of it is sad, but most of it makes me realize that she needs time to figure out how to express herself, be confident, and ultimately be a good partner. She has even been able to express how she feels about me in ways that surprised me.
Some people have been really surprised that I won’t hate her for this. But just because she is leaving to live her life for a while is not a reason to hate someone. She needs to be selfish and work through her immaturities, and I need to do the same. And the first step in that is being grown up and supporting her for taking the steps she needs to grow up herself.
Besides, if I support her, I’ll always be in her life, even if only as a friend. And being that she is an amazing person to begin with, that is a pretty damn good reason to be a grown up about all of this. Not to mention, one can never tell the future. Growing up does not necessarily mean growing apart.
Anyways, the thing that I’ve most learned in these past two weeks is actually pretty simple.
Who needs a girlfriend when you have a weighted companion cube.
